Relationships are the worst thing to find yourself in,
Yet here I am and all I can say is that I hate it.
I love him but don’t like his ass.
I want to be with him but I value my alone time.
This whole social media thing is a bunch of bullshit.
Because I know that there are woman he has conversations
With that shouldn’t be had.
It all makes me question the validity of this situation, Shit,
It has my stomach in knots at the thought of having
To confront a grown ass man about his behaviour.
All I got to say is that Bitch we both grown
Okay, so let’s try this.
When I look at you I see this young twenty something year-old
And I’m reminded of the young man I knew all those years ago
See for me the history we have is
What attracts me to you,
You feel safe to me, easy and comfortable,
Like a favorite sweater in the winter
I know you got my back, I trust you.
With my physical being, just not my heart
That’s why I know that these bitches don’t
Understand the order of things
And when he constantly says that this shit ass situation
Was constructed by me, it all makes since.
Because you sleeping with me, taking care of my needs and
Handling my wants like a pro should have never had me
Looking through rose colored hues of bullshit and seeing
A man wanting a family to make him whole.
Yet and still you sit up and waste time with
Motherfuckers who don’t hold a candle to me.
Coffeegrindes 